Tag Archives: memories

thank you.

buat segala pengorbananmu selama ini, untuk bisa bersamaku. buat segala waktu yang selalu kau sisihkan, tenaga yang kau buang, dan terutama buat setiap rasa yang kau curahkan hanya bagi seorang aku. kamu datang diam-diam, saat hidupku tenang-tenang. kamu ingetin aku untuk … Continue reading

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still (2)

I’m still awake, under the blanket, in the middle of the night. thinking of you. crying myself to sleep.

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still

I’m still kneeling, under the shower, calling out your name, crying.

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Let me make it easier

maybe i shouldn’t bother you this way. maybe i should just leave you the way you leaved me. i said all things i need to say. so okay, i’m gone. no more calls, no more text in the middle of … Continue reading

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tired.

my eyes, they’re tired of crying my hands, they’re tired of holding on my ears, they’re tired replaying your voice my heart, it is tired of bleeding my feelings, they’re tired from grieving. the soul is sore and you keep … Continue reading

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four wall and toilet paper

are friends of the day. to see me broken inside, to hear me breathless, to wipe out the tears, and hold me in silence.

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4.44am

You used to remind me, 4.44 Somebody miss me. Somebody is you. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not anymore. But yes, somebody miss you. So bad that she could barely breathe. And somebody is me. Yesterday. Today. And forever will be.

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