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Berhenti.

Karena mencintaimu begitu nenyakitkan. Dan mencintaiku begitu melelahkan. Bukan cintanya yang salah. Tapi waktu dan keadaan. Akhirnya disini kita berhenti. Memupus cinta yang selalu kita ucapkan, tiap malam-malam dingin, tiap pagi-pagi menjelang. Selamat bahagia, lelaki kesayangan. Aku tak kan menggelayut … Continue reading

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thank you.

buat segala pengorbananmu selama ini, untuk bisa bersamaku. buat segala waktu yang selalu kau sisihkan, tenaga yang kau buang, dan terutama buat setiap rasa yang kau curahkan hanya bagi seorang aku. kamu datang diam-diam, saat hidupku tenang-tenang. kamu ingetin aku untuk … Continue reading

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still (2)

I’m still awake, under the blanket, in the middle of the night. thinking of you. crying myself to sleep.

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still

I’m still kneeling, under the shower, calling out your name, crying.

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Cry.

I know you’ve hurted, to hear them cry. I know you’ve broken, to make her cry. I know, I’m such a very bad person to you now. I understand that you’ll hate me forever after that day. Sadly for me … Continue reading

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Let me make it easier

maybe i shouldn’t bother you this way. maybe i should just leave you the way you leaved me. i said all things i need to say. so okay, i’m gone. no more calls, no more text in the middle of … Continue reading

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